The old man's gone... had to put the dog down

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Man, these threads are total bummers, but you guys (and gals) always seem to find the right thing to say at times like these. Our little old man Felix, a miniature schnauzer, had a rough past week or so, and just hasn't been the same since.

The seizures subsided, and the enlarged gall bladder was getting better little by little, but I think the combination of the two took their toll this time 'round. Felix had been staggering around the house bumping into things, and was very, very restless (even on Valium). We had a good Superbowl Sunday, he on my lap for the entire game, and resting well last night. I slept with him on the kitchen floor since he has been having accidents (which is not at all like him), and from about 4:30am on, he was quite restless and whined frequently. We had a good talk this morning, and took a walk around the block as a litmus test. He did well outside, but once back in his house, the anxiety and confusion returned. We took one last walk together up to the animal hospital, and I held him while he was euthanized. I've never had to make a tougher decision, I don't think. With people, we can just ask what's wrong... with pets, we are charged with a much greater responsibility, in a way. I fought myself all week and weekend about how I'd know when it was time. It finally came down to a quality of life question, and the confused, anxious Felix wasn't the Felix we knew. After a good Sunday and a decent night together, I thought the time was right to say goodbye unless he showed marked improvement in the morning. He went out as "on top" as he could have; a much better option, in my opinion, than in rougher shape and physical pain.

Since Felix was a rescue dog, we don't know his exact age. Estimates range from 15-18 years, though, so he had a good life! I know the last 8 (the time me he spent with me) will never be forgotten; he was as good a friend as anyone could possibly have asked for, fiercely loyal and just as sweet to his "mom" and I as he could be. We'll sure miss him

Thanks, all, for listening. Hat tip to those who have gone through this same thing -- my condolences -- and thanks for taking the time to read through this.