I know what you mean Slow 78 , it’s the kind of loss that only one can feel and not explain . My Dad helped me re build his daily commuter , this to be my first car ,, we spent weeks in that cold garage on this little Cvcc Honda , tearing the motor down for rebuild , painting , etc .The one car I swore I wouldn’t sell but was torn when I did , even with all the newer cars in the HS parking lot ,I was proud to have this little pocket car .I would see it locally for years after , always gave my dad the news , giving him the credit for how well that thing ran like a top , he enjoyed hearing the report and said , Isn’t that something .