I didn't try to attack you on a personal level, I made an observation. Emotionally you are all over the board. From my experience as a bar and nightclub owner who has seen all kinds of drugs and alcohol and the problems they cause, I get to recognise behavior patterns. When someone rambles like you have been, I would suspect you would either be high on something, yearning to get high on something, coming down from being high on something in in the beginnings of a hangover from being high on something.

Todays post sounds like you sobered up. It's been my experience that those who were alcoholics or drug abusers most often don't stop completely, they trade on addiction for another. They either turn to marijuana, speed, methamphetamine, coke, crank, rock, or heroin.

I don't think you are on heroin, rock, crank or methamphetamine. But I thought from a couple of your ramblings that you could be on speed or pot. Your childish flaming and cutthroat reactions to hearing what you didn't want to hear or read led me to think those might be a possibility. I would lean more toward marijuana from your emotional responses.

God only knows there is enough drugs coming in from across the border into Texas since Johnny Sutton let's drug dealers through while throwing our border patrol agents in jail for doing their jobs! I'm not trying to piss you off here either, but it's not like there haven't been PM's going around wondering what you are on during some of your rants. You flame to easily sounding like a child that won't get it's way and accuse based on your bias rather than fact. In fact, this very post is different than most of yours. It's clear, calm and makes sense.

My recommendations, I don't do drugs at all, and I don't want to be around anyone who does, but I've never seen anyone willing to give up their jobs, sell their possessions, quit paying rent, stop feeding their kids, not pay the bills or be willing to die to get marijuana. Heck, some states even have given doctors prescriptions for it.

For god's sake I wouldn't touch anything else. I've seen to many people who totally screwed up their entire lives on anything else and it has been reported that marijuana coming across the border has been laced with PCP lately, at least from what I've heard here on the news in Arizona.