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Originally Posted by Larry Delor
Well, last time I was there, sometime in the mid 80's, it was called the Cheetah Club. They had a glass enclosed shower on the stage - working the crowd into a lather.
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still there.
I'm not going to turn into the sorry men I work with. Time and money will be invested in much more long-term projects (aka, my rabbit.)
Just to clarify, she did not have sex. She went out for training in MN (she's a flight attendant now) and it happened when she came back. She thought about breaking up with me then, and did something I didnt think she was capable of - giving another man (I'll call it random, as there was no time for dating) oral. This was a month ago. no further details.
I Think it's just hitting me.
Just last week we fell asleep in each others arms, completely careless about the world. I really don't know if I could ever find someone like her, and I'm afraid If I try to, I'll just be comparing everything to her.
As much as I want her back, I don't think I'll ever be capable of. I'm a spiritual person; I've already forgiven her for whats she's done, as it's the only way to pass this on. I was completely willing to make this work, up until she finally told me. I believe any relationship has the ability to work out, both party's have to be willing to sacrifice and work through the hard times.
People do mess up. I'm almost willing to give her a chance (yes, we were that close...)