....eerrrrr? David, I kind of don't know what to say??

Your "coming out" here at MercedesShop really doesn't change the way I look at you nor should it, in fact it shows me that you are growing into an adult strong enough to stand up and say what you feel to people who may or maynot understand. Many people never get to that point in Life, but you just have.

What does concern me about your message is your use of a drug which is supposed to be more addictive than cocaine (someone correct me if I'm wrong). While it is way beyond me to tell you what is right and what is wrong in Life (that is for you to figure out), from reading your story above my feeling is that you should not be using Ritalin at all, you should be standing tall all on your own facing Life square on.

This is only advise and my opinion David, but long term drug use and Humans generally don't mix in a meaningful way. Take it for what it's worth.....