Hey David, it took a lot of courage to post what you did.

I know some people have a certain level of discomfort with homosexuality, but it really doesn't matter what other people think. I'm sure it's better to live honest with yourself, than to keep things secret or bottled up.

And besides, God loves gay people just as much as He loves straight people, no matter what some Christrian groups may say.

I guess I'm a little concerned about the drug use, especially (if I'm reading correctly) that you are self-medicating yourself.

I really don't envy the stage of life you're in right now at all. Homosexuality aside, you're in a period of life that we all go through, when we're trying to figure out who we are, what we want to be, etc. We want to live completely independently, or live a certain lifestyle, but don't have the education or the income stream yet to achieve that. It's just a period of a lot of change.

But, we all get through it, somehow, and end up being the person we want to be.

Good luck to ya, and see you at the GTG in Newport Coast later in August, and then at the Meguiar's event.

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Paul S.

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