you are where you are b/c you're taking care of your family...it is just impossible to control everything, all the time and being away during an emergency is a nasty hang. do what you're doing and make your decision by employing both the emotional mind and the rational mind...my prayers are with you
read Psalm 23 and get some sleep!

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James 4:8

"...let us put aside the blindness of mind of those who can conceive of nothing higher than what is known through the senses"
-Saint Gregory Palamas, ---Discourse on the Holy Transfiguration of Our Lord God and Savior Jesus Christ


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