That is so terribly sad. They contribute so much and ask so little in return. But you did the very best thing you could for Pepper - you gave her a loving home, and you were able to end the pain and suffering when it was time. It has been 1 year, 3 months, and 15 days since we lost our 7 year old golden retriever to cancer, and we miss him every single day. But we wouldn't want him here if it meant his having even 1% of the suffering he endured at the end.

Please accept our heartfelt sympathy to you and your family. Try and remember just the good times and the love Pepper brought to her family, and the good home you all provided for her. Dogs do feel emotions ( Understanding 'Dog Mind': Dr. Bonita Bergin), and Pepper knew she was loved, and knew it was time. She let you know you needed to be "a tough SOB" and make the right decision for her. And you did.

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John

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