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Originally Posted by cmac2012
I was going to say coffee myself. Most of the other stuff worries me.
Tyler, you could have been singing my song. I'm my own worst enemy, though I guess that's true of most people. But it's seriously true with me. I'm not in the gutter but I hate to admit it, I'm an underachiever. I inherited a fine mind from my gene pool but I let my lazy boooo-$h!t mess things up much of the time.
Nothing to do but try to do better every day. I struggle with beating myself up. Tends to head toward despair which only makes things worse.
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I certainly wouldn't call myself an underachiever in things I want to achieve or beat myself up so much. I had no interest in college and completed it because of the parental mandate. I'm doing exactly what I want to do right now, which is fantastic. Very happy. Wish it weren't so hard to buy good cars, but it makes for a great challenge that I like to think I'm good at.
Where I fall flat is in all the busy work. My files are month to month when they should be car to car. I procrastinate on title work and other things. I drop the ball occasionally but always make it right. I just wish I had the mental focus enough to stay on task when its not something I'm excited about doing.
I do waste alot of money with lawn service and maid service. I hate that work, will find any reason to avoid it.