First, I have to ask if this is an elaborate ruse to get out of a case you don’t want to deal with???
If it is not the case, and I suspect that it isn't, pat yourself on the back for your persistence and aggressive behavior! Reading notes such as yours would or should send a chill down anyone’s spine, because your notes clearly show that a moderate change in feeling or desire can reflect a serious – shoot -- call it what is – a life threatening problem. But you obviously didn’t ignore the problem!
Onto treatment. There are a lot of folks that have tumors removed. Some family members and other folks I work with have had surgery on part of their brain. They generally did fine to better than ever. As you know, just as you pursued the source of your malady, you and your family will want to spend sometime looking at what will happen after surgery. There is a process you will go through. The more you learn & know about it, the less you will feel anxious by the coming weeks.
The good news is that there will be many gorgeous young nurses in your near future, who, when your family is away, will have to, ahem, check on your progress in a number of ways... They will check on you individually, and in groups. But, alas, too soon you will come out of this all too brief all-hands-on “recovery” period, and you will be subject to months of hard pounding “rehab” therapy by more gorgeous women therapists, who will use a more muscular rather than coddling nature to their work. They will prod and probe you, and probably make you beg for mercy again and again and again, to help insure you make fast and steadily mounting progress.
And then......and then......way before you know it, and certainly before you want it, you’ll be back at work. That’s when the real fun will begin. At work, will be all those female cohorts who will have heard of how your problem begin, and will see your sexy scar, and they will, -- simply out of a sense of wanting to help you continue to mount the challenge -- offer them selves up to further verify that your recovery reaches its full potency. Even better, in your area of work, will be your adversaries, who will be sure you are up for the challenge from the first moment you are back! That lunch time “pick-me up” will take on a whole new meaning. Those after work “high balls” will be in ways you only imagined before! And what about all the sex party, er, I mean ex parte communications! If that isn’t enough, think about the Starbucks baristas wanting to cream, ah, that is, put cream in your coffee. Or was it foam??? and perhaps a bit of nutmeg...
And best of all, after it’s all over you’ll probably do something nice for you 420...
So you see, it is not so bad. Really. You’ll be fine.
Best wishes