wow man....i'm really sorry to hear about this....the only usefull advice i can give you is whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger. This definately won't kill you(although it may feel as if you'd rather be dead), but it will make you a stronger person in the future. The best of luck to you bro,
Ryan

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2002 330i.........current.
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