Thanks again to everyone.

Today was the first day that I didn't try to reach out to her. It was easily the most horrible days of my life. I told her I loved her everyday of my life -- and I still do and always will. To know that today I didn't tell her... that is extremely sad.

I waited my whole life for this this girl and now -- now she's gone.

I started thinking about so many things we planned together and knowing that none of them will happen...

Thanks for listening.