Man, when I saw the title of this thread I thought your dog had died!! What a relief it's just a woman that's left. Admittedly I have only read a couple of the posts so I may be echoing someone else's sentiment, but you're better of without her if she can just pick up and hit the trail. Let her go. Move on. Go out and make a ton of money, get in shape and get a trophy arm candy. She'll be crawling back and you can just look at her and laugh!