I destroyed my hand built 240D today in a Crunching accident at 40 mph less than 6 hours ago. My back is still sore and my hands stiff
This was the car where I rebuilt the engine, transmission and front end and ac from scratch.. Left alone, the car would have gone another 200K miles
I might have been absent minded and part of the accident might have been my fault, but generally i lead a G__ fearing Life, so why did this have to happen to me?
Now I am sitting here daydreaming about:
** Whats the meaning of everything? I spent years and years restoring that car?
** At least no one was injured and I am alive
** Do we control our destiny or is everything random?
** all the happy memories and things that took place in that car..
** man , what an incredible car
** the transmission rebuild went thru so well
** the entire sequence of the accident runs thru my mind over and over
*** Whats the meaning of Life..is this really a bad year for me..my Chinese zodiac symbol is Boar and I am supposed to astrologically have a terrible year...

Reflecting on the meaning of Life--I destroyed my hand built 240D today..