Keep trying and look to the future. Otherwise you’ll end up bitter and endlessly grinding axes over your own perceived failings, not unlike a few members here.

There are a huge number of social organizations available. Everything from clubs that go to restaurants and sample different food and wine, to clubs catering to mountaineering snow sports, movie, dance, to classes in pottery, gardening, model building, evening classes schools, churches and well you name it. You live in population dense area. Pick something you like and find a social group, club, or school that serves that interest. Sometimes the goal is less to learn than to simply put yourself in a social setting. Best use of the opportunity and all that.

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...Tracy

'00 ML320 "Casper"
'92 400E "Stella"