God dammit.

Since the summer, I've been going to burger king every other weekend for lunch (yeah, i know)... It's right across from work, and it's cheap (2 burgers, small drink, 3.17)

I met the cashier, got to know her and whatnot, finally got the balls to ask her out a month or so ago. I've been NICE. Went to a movie, had dinner... bla bla bla. I got to know her parents (who love me), and she got to know my mom (who thinks higly of Kiersten). We were having a nice conversation, she was accually in texas this last weekend, visiting her brother. All of a sudden, I get a "i need to say something"

GDMMIT, I know what that means, I REALLY do...

She's going into the Navy, and is going to be taking tests and stuff. She says she doesnt have the time to go out with me, or anybody else. She's like to be my friend still, but not so close anymore.

WTF????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? ????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????/

Am I retarded, or did I just get dumped because shes too busy?

What the hell did I do wrong?

This happened at about 9:30, I just got home a few min ago (1:45). I've been crusing around town with no particular destination, wound up spending some time with a friend who I saw pulled over by the 5-0 for illegal exhaust...


So, I'm sitting here, killing a bottle of Captain morgain, wondering what the **** did I do wrong...?

mabey I should grow up, or something, and realize I'm still young? And that relationships at this poing dont mean anything anyways???

why ****ing me?
~Nate

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