Hardest thing in my life just happened recently .

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Im still in a fog over it and wont ever be the same from it.Lost my father in the worst way possible , was sick and wouldnt let us kids know how he was feeling until it was too late .He was a wonderful man but as alot of men from his generation are ,he was stubborn on this subject sometimes .The doctors really gave it their best to help him thru it but he lost the battle with other weakened conditions he was already under , I couldnt feel any worse over his passing and we have lost the pillar of our family .What confuses all of us is that we called EMS for assistance and he passed all their test during their visit to the house .I persisted the hospital visit latter that morning and my sister was baffled he was so sick and took a turn for the worse once their.While you have yours make those visits count would be my message here.Spend sometime at a park or do something they like to do ,we are lucky that those days where filled much like that shortly before he passed.The best part of you comes from your parents .