Thought i'd leave a few notes,in case some one else goes thru this. Monday 4/29 will be 21 days after surgery, I call it bypass surgery,as open heart, would intail,cutting heart open to repair valves.
By pass would be like use replacing plastic oilers for some engine cams.
They say you can get let down after,and the past 3 days have been ruff.Thinking about my life,and failures.Things I wanted to see,and do.
Picturing my future deathbed,and if I would be afraid,or go out cussing.

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1999 w140, quit voting to old, and to old to fight, a god damned veteran, deutschland deutschland uber alles uber alles in der welt