You seem like a good guy but I’m afraid you are suffering from “CBD” – Chronic B*tch Dependency – which you will eventually outgrow.

You feel you need a relationship, but at your age, you don’t. You have a really good thing going and don’t realize it: A woman who disappears for days, every week or so, leaving you free of endless chatter, drama, ball-busting, etc. (I dated a flight attendant for 2 years; it’s a good setup.)

Play your music, talk to other women, and let the flight attendant be your bread and butter sexually. Then, when you are surrounded by female groupies, you won’t put out a desperate vibe, which will make you even more desirable to them.

It’s a shame; women don’t appreciate genuinely caring and romantic men. In fact, they seem to despise them, so keep that in mind the next time you are feeling blue about this girl.

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2008 E350 4matic / Black/Anthracite

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Gone but not Forgotten:
2001 E430 4matic, 206,xxx miles, Black/Charcoal
1995 E320, 252,xxx miles, Black/Grey
1989 260E, 223,00 miles, Black/Black

realized that soon after the whole "can we just be friends" deal. Only thing I feel is numb. After over two years, I think I should feel more - but I just don't care anymore.


She's the type that'll never know what she wants. Some poor sap (NOT me) will ask her to marry him. She'll realize that's not what she wanted and will move onto husband two, three, four.....(she'll collect a lot of **** in the process, thats for sure.) But she'll never be happy.


I don't need that. I don't deserve that.

It felt GOOD telling her where the door was and show herself out. Nothing like the feeling of not being walked on anymore.

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-1983 VW Rabbit LS Diesel (5speed, VNT/Giles build)

"Can we be friends" simply translated: I don't want to be the cause of this breakup so we will use this friendship to transition out of the relationship and in the meantime, I don't have to look as guilty in the eyes of others.

If you knew that, why did you stick so long with her?

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01 Ford Excursion Powerstroke
99 E300 Turbodiesel
91 Vette with 383 motor
05 Polaris Sportsman 800 EFI
06 Polaris Sportsman 500 EFI
03 SeaDoo GTX SC Red
03 SeaDoo GTX SC Yellow
04 Tailgator 21 ft Toy Hauler
11 Harley Davidson 883 SuperLow

You'll recover. Just be happy that you are learning these lessons while you are young. Just make sure you don't become bitter or vindictive, and punish other women for the things this one did. You might drive away the one who will appreciate you.

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2008 E350 4matic / Black/Anthracite

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Gone but not Forgotten:
2001 E430 4matic, 206,xxx miles, Black/Charcoal
1995 E320, 252,xxx miles, Black/Grey
1989 260E, 223,00 miles, Black/Black