OK.. I guess I don't quite understand them. Perhaps if I were to share my experience... I might get some words of wisdom from our older-than-me mercedes fans. Perhaps even someone had a similar incident in life and would like to share?
I met this girl three years ago through a good friend of mine. This was during a trip to visit family in Poland. Anyways, a few days after I was introduced... my friend went on a camping trip for 2 weeks. So I spent more time with this girl, getting to know each other and so forth. To make a long story short.. we got to each other really well and became extremely close. Before I left, I explained my feelings to her which I began to develop for her as time went on. Unfortunately, I had to come back home to the US. The next summer, I come over... I see her, but she was a totally different character than the person I knew the previous year. I was basically put-off by her, and found out that she was in a relation and so forth. So I was yea... thats good. I was so happy to finally come back to visit her and I was put off like that. Then, this past summer... we went on another trip to visit family again. I didn't expect much or anything to happen. I was somewhat heart-broken.. but thought I could handle it. Anyways.. one day I met her and said a friendly hello to her. This time she responded to me and later on we began to talk again like we once used to. I could see that she changed back to the same person that I once used to know. Eventually.. I found myself still with big and strong feelings for her. So I had to tell her that.. but all I did was make her cry about it. Turns out she just entered another relation with her friend. So I was like.. bummer. To this day.. since early summer, she's been with that dude. Its bee pretty rough on me I guess. Its not often that you find a girl or woman who has both the looks and personality you desire. Anyways... I just don't get women. One day they can be so close to you and the next they just put you off.